Monday, July 30, 2007
finally the sun is out today.. after days of waiting. lols. hmmmmm.. at the pool today the sun was so hardcore that i really cannot take it. good that i went at the right time. is going to rain again now. lols. 3.20pm. wonder if bernard had called the ITE. hmmm.. later i'll sms him to check. planned to run to changi beach tonight.. not sure can or cannot leh.. because rainning now le.
think i'm booking chalet bah. see see later.. =) tired.. go rest awhile. =)
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Saturday, July 28, 2007
I already feel damn bad le la.. fuck la.. think i wanna make mummy's toe bleed one meh. daddy scold and scold me. =.= zzz. i don't like the feeling of hurting people.. now the person that i've hurt is the person that i love and care la.. sian. i really feel very very down now lo.. mummy's toe's like swollen. T_T. daddy don't know what happened lo.. only know how to scold me now.. zzz x 10.
mummy sorry.
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hmmmmm.. smilesmile* Never give up till the very last moment yay. just chiong la.. to say the truth i've been thinking alot through out these times and days. i decided le i don't wanna think anymore. just let nature take its course and i'll just do what my heart tells me to do.. do what i feel like doing yay. the world is moving.. the clock is ticking and the calander is changing every year. what makes one person feel different is the experience you experienced. in 50 years time when i look back i don't wanna regret not putting in my whole heart going after her. i wanna keep all sweet memories i have with her during these 50years. yay. sooooooooooooo.. i don't know whats gonna happen but i'll just do it. =)
oooooooooooooooooHH!!! jialat! my mom was stucked in the toilet as the door can't be open.. she shouted for my help and i removed the door with a little force.. the door drop on to the floor and hit my mummy's toe.. bleeding now.. T_T!! damn it. how ar... i feel very bad.. my heart was like so sobsob.. "sorry mummy". she's abit angry now.
really sad now la.. today my sister invited her friends to come to our house to do project. i slept till 2.30pm suppose to meet bernard at 2pm. when i faster walk out of my room and i saw one of her friend i straight away "gostan" lols. go back and wear my shirt as i'm topless.
today is a wasted off day as i did nothing lo. hmmm.. there's something acutally.. i went back to ITE today but the school is empty. but we manage to get the numbers to contact the people we want. Half Marathon! =) Just like in a battlefield, don't give up till the very last moment. one failure atempt doesn't mean you lose the war right! yay! lols. i don't care i don't care i don't care i don't care bleahhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh.
I'd rather have bad times with you,
than good times with someone else.
I'd rather be beside you in a storm,
than safe and warm by myself.
I'd rather have hard times together,
than to have it easy apart.
I'd rather have the one who holds my heart.
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Thursday, July 26, 2007
I wanna change my blogg... hmm.. who can help me ar! lols.. damn tired today.. zhi wei they all ask me to go play dota with them after we bookout.. yawn. its raining again lo.. feel like going for sun tanning de but the sun don't wanna come out. sob. saw the standard chartered marathon advertisment yesterday le.. so happy la! ^^ i just check the info online.. early bird offer is $55 lo.. wtf.. lols. if you book at a later date it will get more expensive. the longer the more $$ is needed to pay. siao right. lols.
hmmmm.. bla bla bla.. lalalala.. feeeling abit shag shag now.. go rest awhile.. then later go running.. yeap =). brithday coming le. lalala..
i want: a Puppy( you buy for me), new hp (i buy myself), new wallet(i buy myself), bag(i buy myself), digital cam(i buy myself), new computer(i buy myself) sunglass(i buy myself). lols!!! =)
Tired.
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Wednesday, July 25, 2007
today is considered a "okie" day after all. yeap. things went back to normal.. i was waiting for her reply the whole morning la. lols. to say the truth i don't really bear high hopes.. as me myself is already on the negative side lo. lols.. but its okie la... at least i let her know what.. right.. lols. hmmm.. today i run extra distance in camp yay.. a good run yeap =). tomorrow is a bookout day lols.. but later my duties start at 11pm lo.. end at 3am. hmmm.. i'll still be there for her care for her as a close friend yay.. if bad things happen to her i'll still be helping her de la! lols..
these days the nights are so cooling la.. no need to on aircon or fan haha. k la.. i wanna rest abit now... time now is 9.34pm. yeap. so tired.. sleep sleep sleep. knock off man.. haha.
=)
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Tuesday, July 24, 2007
i just sent a sms to her. right after i sent i went for a bathed. too nervous le.. lol! all this while the thoughts on my mind has lighten le as i've let her know.. yeap. no matter what happen i'll still be there for her.. as a good friend yeap. see la see what happens.. haven't go check my phone. arghhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh.. someone save me.. lols. hmmm.. all i need i a answer and i'll know what i should do. don't know if she's asleep not. yeap. okie la i offline le. go check phone. if got sms i reply.. if no sms i sleep.! then tomorrow wake up nothing happen ar. lalala.. XD slapx2.
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har! today i fucking bookout at 12pm. bullshit man. supposed to meet fuad and thoufic at the zoo at 10am. lols but luckily enough la thoufic is usually late and fuad gotta wait for him so just nice.. they waited for me only awhile lalala. hahaha. my friend drove me there so yay not bad. i took lots of photos.. walked alot and played alot. i thought i'm energetic enough to play whole day but after an hour or 2 i felt damn tired le.. rest at 2am in the morning 5.50am woke up do flag raising till now 11.36pm still haven't sleep.
Promised grandma that i'll go visit her last bookout but i didn't so today! at around 9pm i run there.. to her house under her block then i stop. timing 22mins 40sec. when i'm at her doorstep and knock on the gate she was surprise to see me. kekez. and my aunty too.. i very long never see them le miss them. hmmm.. i stress sia when i'm there.. LOLS. after i run i don't feel like eating and my grandma just now got me cakes and creampuffs that she made for me.. i was sooooooooo shock! hahaha. if i don't eat like so ps so i ate 1 each and the rest i took home. haha. waiting for ke ai to online and send her song then sleep le yeap.
i know what i want.. i know what makes me feel like i'm alive.. on becoming a Guards or Commando is what i really really want as a career. i wanna do somethings that i can feel the pride and honour one... like on becoming a elite force and being able to be at the front line protecting my country/home/family and loves one. i've been thinking, after my NS after i ord i wanna go study and get a diploma then go sign on officer in either one of the 2 vocations that i had mention earlier on. i wonder what will my family, friends and people around me will think of it. hmmm.. i just hope that i can be someone will people will look upon and my loves one will proud of. don't know la lols.. waaaaa... so late le.. zz lols.
i did thought of going to US and fight for them in iraq leh. LOLS. because those stupid terrorist is very cruel and they're the biggest moron living on earth. they shouldn't be living in the first place la.. if i got a wish i think i might just hope that all of them can be destory.. wahaha.. then the bounty for osama is mine LOLS. zzz. =P
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Sunday, July 22, 2007
ahhhhhhhhh!! don't rain don't rain!! but i think its raining le.. so please stop k~~! i wanna go run run lols. always rain at the wrong time lo.. last time i used to love rainy days as i can slack and sleep at home.. very cooling.. but but NOW!! is diffrent le.. i want go running.. keep fit and train for marathon. arghh.. hmmmmmm.. damn tired la.. harry potter not nice de. is okie only la. i don't liek to smoke.. i don't wanna drink(alcahol). okie la.. in life we live only this once.. and we should try anything lo.. yeap.. so i guess i'll smoke right before my death. so what do you think? LOLS. hmmmmm.. i wanna master swimming.. learn canoeing and scuba.. so i can enjoy myself at the beaches around the world. but no time leh how. lol.
my love my grandma the most.. becuase she love us too.. but these days i got no time to visit her.. and today she called and talked to me lo.. she asked me to go and look for her today but in the end i didn't as when i'm going my family already left. sad right.. like i've cheated her. arghh.. nevermind. next week i sure go one.!! her culinary skill damn good lo..mummy packed the dinner for me.. i love the "kambeng" soup and the currypuff she cooked. so nice =)
tired tired tired... sleep sleep sleep.. before that i wanna RUN muahaha.
world peace..
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Saturday, July 21, 2007
waaaaaa.. damn long never update liao.. lols. now in camp.. just finished clearing up a small party we organise. haha.. bbQ, beer and music(techno) damn fun la! lols.. Master Teo coming back suddenly and we have to stop everything and start packing up lo. sian 1/2 haha. i pack all the rubbishs and throw k! haha. recently caught up with bernard and we're trying to do some selling of hp asessories to schools and shops. MUST JIA YOU! haha. ke ai didn't do well for her test.. and she feel very sad.. nevermind la. i believe that she can do well for the next test one. yeap haha. =)
tomorrow afternoon going to watch harry potter with my NPCC bros. yeap. have fun tomorrow man! ^^ over these months.. hmmm.. there're things that i wanna show to her.. and i did i guess. i wanna say to her but i didn't. still waiting still waiting for the right time and feelings.. yay. no matter what i'll just do what i feel is better la.. just don't wanna feel regret next time.
days ago i send my name in for army half marathon. 21km. shiok yay! hahaha.. very excited about it. hope i can completed it.. if i don't i think i'll get depression la. lols. life these days quite okie.. nothing special happens. ah! yay. for ke ai birthday i bought her a adidas jacket.. some more under her block i gave it to her. =)! then weeks ago i treated my best friend to a meal at mathatten(PS) and a movie(die hard 4.0). very nice. haha.
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